Ups and Downs

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

It makes so much sense

This song makes so much sense... On my way back to work yesterday night i tuned into a radio station that was playing this song and it just struck the right chords in my heart and the timing of airing this song couldnt have been perfect...

Listen Baby...
Ain't no mountain high

Ain't no valley low
Ain't no river wide enough baby
If you need me call me

no matter where you are
no matter how far (don't worry baby)
just call my name
I'll be there in a hurry
you don't have to worry

'Cause baby there Ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you babe

Remember the day I set you free
I told you you could always count on me darling
From that day on I made a vow
I'll be there when you want me
some way somehow

Chorus
No wind,

No rain
Or winter's cold

Can stop me baby
'cause you are my goal
(if you're ever in trouble I'll be there on the double just send for me)
ooo baby send for me
ooo baby

My love is alive
Deep down in my heart
Although we are miles apart

If you ever need a helping hand
I'll be there on the double
just as fast as I can

Don't you know that there aint no mountain high enough,
ain't no valley low enough,
aint no river wide enough
to keep me from getting to you babe

Don't you know that there aint no mountain high enough,
ain't no valley low enough
aint no river wide enough
to keep me from getting to you babe

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

NO!!!!

You know i just deleted the whole thing i was going to publish just because there was so much in that post that would seem "different." So i deleted it...

Basics in Economics

The long awaited question of are we on the right path is being answered now.... so shut up and listen cause this might be the only great advice you'll get from anyone. Look around yourself today and what do you see? People with degrees working at places you couldn't even imagine. Un-educated people walking around the streets, these are the people who are not able to make the correct decision given so many resources. With the way the economy is going we are going to be hitting a recession soon. Higher interst rates... when has that ever helped the economy? So here is a little lesson in Economics. Say you raise the Interest rates, your aggregate demand curve shifts to the left, meaning this raise in interest rates is affecting two things, the consumption area of the curve and the investment sector. Given higher interest rates NO one would like to take a chance and get that new car NO company would like to spend money on expensive capital.... NO one would like to spend and hence if everyone is saving we are all getting screwed cause there is really no money injected by the consumers in the economy....

Since when has higher interest rates helped get rid of recessions? Actually Monetary policies are not the ones that need activation at this point in time... it is the FISCAL POLICIES that need attention especially the government spending in the wrong direction... i swear man.

Now a word of advice to the people that are out there... quit wasting money on foolish things... look around yourself for all the resources you have... because it is in the near future that you will be differentiated against... take my word for it... the world will split between two thinkings and only one way of thinking will lead to your success... take my advice... be very cautious as to which way of thinking you choose i have already studied this subject indepth and it is time to apply it.... Good luck everyone....

Monday, June 05, 2006

Verge of Change...

This is to ensure that i am about to change my way of thinking. I WILL cut lose of everything that is creating barriers in my personal growth.... i will not give a shit as to who is who... if some one disrespects me i will cut them out off my life. I have done too much to earn the respect in this world and will not spend any more time building that rapport with anyone. I need my life to be as much stable as possible... i am willing to compromise on a couple of things but if you push me the consequences you should be willing to live with.... you have no idea what you are doing to me or what goes on inside my mind when you act this way.... all that had to be said is out there... the choice is yours... its not like you will ever listen to me so i will hold my silence till i am pushed some more.

My Back is killing me it is is pain for over 3 weeks now and all you can think about is meaningless SHIT... you want to talk? here ill talk: " I want to be able to buy things from my own money without thinking twice. I have had all sorts of problems when young but that never stopped me from dreaming about how wealthy i want to be and being a nice guy.... just because life wasnt fair to me i wouldnt make it my oath that life SHOULDNT be fair for others too... therefore, i was nice and still am till this very day... worked hard in getting where i am at right now and all i can think of is how unhappy i can get or how i can get hurt.... If i were to shield myself from what i know might happen how will i live my life?" These are the fears inside my heart.... you want to talk??? I am better off talking to myself because at the end of the day everyone is selfish and no one listens or is there for you....

I have fears in my heart, and they are all realistic... *maybe if i sit this way my back will stop hurting* i want to be able to express myself, be cared for, be heard, and most of all... be loved. Graduation is right around the corner and i just can see the tears coming out of my eyes.... i should probably just bury my fears deep inside me.....

happy? i dont know yet!!! time will tell.