Ups and Downs

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Economic Policies

So if you have been following the news it would be apparent where we are headed for. If you are not the kind of person who follows the policies and current situations here is an update:

We are currently facing a trillion dollars worth of budget deficit and 400 billion dollars worth of trade deficit oh and by the way does anyone know how much we spent on the war as of right now? 408 billion dollars... the gas prices are sky rocketing up to $3+ and economists predict that it will reach uptill $4/ gallon. Well that is not it. The republican government (namely Bush) has come out with the "strategies" that would help the americans through this difficult time. You wanna know what the strategies are: Cut down spending on other things, dont drive too much, car pool where necessary, and finally cut dependencies that require us to use fuel. IDIOT!!!!!! you are telling us to cut down on our food and supplies and other activities that help is survive life in general? how about you cut down your freaking war in iraq budget IDIOT!!! and now he wants to strike Iran for the war on terror...

Since when have we started caring what other countries hold as nuclear technology. If the americans are not aware then here is a clear message... Kick this guy out of the government. Not only that kick him out of the country for leading us to such a destruction. So he is about to talk to the three top american car brands' executives. The topic in consideration: alternative fuels and pension costs. You stupid idiot a graduate with a degree in economics can tell you how to lead a budget surplus and how to decrease a trade deficit, and a guy like you can not handle such a challenege? That is not all that pisses the shit out of me... there are talks about the FEMA will be restructured and started from scratch. Folks, FEMA has been an active member in helping people find homes after natural disasters and what not, rather than cutting the budget for Iraq he is cutting FEMA out... and what the hell happened to the recovery of Katrina it is taking longer than anything else... he doesnt respond to the threat and then he feels sorry for what has happened. Grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! its just so tough to do anything about it given we are standing in presence of a truly stupid idiot!!!

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Cheaters!!!!

Webster defines cheaters as one guilty of swindle or dishonesty. Lets think about it for a second... if you have been following my blogs you will notice the one thing i hate about humans and that is selffishness. Dishonesty ruins relationships, cheating makes a person's personality even more apparent - non worthy of trust.

What i dont understand is how can people live with their cheating hearts and bodies. No respect for themselves as to who they are. The reason for my fury over this topic is that i recently read a book "against love" i was fine uptill then but when my friend calls me at two in the morning hoping i can hang out with him so i can be there for him made me pissed. Hoping something really bad had happened i ran towards his house at 2:12 am in my Pjs. The entire time i am thinking what can be so darn important that couldnt wait till morning. As i parked my car at 2:45 outside his house i see him smoking like a chimney, and seeing me he lets himself go. According to him no one else came to his rescue but me (that made me feel a little shitty) but he continues his story.

I saw him in the morning for my class, the happiest person alive why? cause he was hoping to get out of there early so he can go see his girlfriend in Ohio State University. They have been going out for almost 2 years now and he loves her and so does she. I remember sitting in a bar with him and how he would talk to me about his girlfriend, but he was worried at the same time since she was just felt different, but he paid no or minimal attention to it since she assured him that there was nothing wrong and that there is a lot going on with her and that even he is busy with his jobs and classes. After 3 months of the excuses he went to see her at Ohio State and finds out that she was just having feelings for someone else. He wasnt upset about her having feelings for someone else rather he was feeling upset about that fact that she kept it from him for all these months PRETENDING that everything is okay. Well she wanted to get that off her chest and so she did and what she gets in return is a nice guy slipping out of her hands for her stupidity and dishonesty. He was hung up on her statement "I am glad i got that out of my system now things will be better i guess" I assured him that she was just scared about his response if she told you over the phone and helped him relax a bit.

I think that people playing with hearts and feelings are just cheating themselves and others. Scared??? Why be Scared in the first place, relationships are made based on honesty not who is scared of whom and under what circumstances. I felt like shit the whole time i was there cause i just cant imagine how immature people can get. *Disgusted*

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Caution: Very Damn Hot

Dont you all dare think for one second that i am a fool. I know what is what... this control of anger is killing me my head has been hurting since 6 this morning. But why wouldnt they own up to their lies.... makes me so freaking angry.... i hate liars... i just hate anything thats even close to a lie...

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Has it ever happened to you?

The bruises of the words and thoughts are still visible through the eyes. The shock so unbelivable you had to ask a person next to you to pinch you to believe it. A sudden thud in the ranking...

Can you believe it!!! the words of people can do so much to you... one day you feel like all can be conquered and the next day you are told what the truth really is that forces you to the dumps...

So should one believe the words or the actions?... seems like both dont matter since the nature of humans change to such an extent that they forget who is whom and what is what.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

I know

There is something different about you... i can feel it in your voice, in the way we talk, in the way you keep avoiding topics. There is someting different about you. It kills me from inside to see you like this, my heart stings and my nights are sleepless.... I know there is something bothering you, i just know it... talk to me... tell me everything, dont hesitate now for i am forever yours... look up and smile at me, hold me tight and never let go.... take my hand now come to me so ill hold you in my arms and never let you go... i love you... i love you... i love you...