Editions made

The truth is i really dont want to let it out cause if i do there will be a major problem and i know for sure that there is no one in this world who will be able to understand what i am feeling right now (Especially after what i hear) i feel like i am on a suicide mission i am not able to sleep at all in the night for the past 2 weeks for it is slicing me into pieces from within. I can lose my temper easily during these times at times it is hard for me to control yes i am like a broken record but even the tears have given up on me for the one thing i always resorted to was tears and these little droplets have no intensity of their own to extinguish the burning rage inside me. It feels like i am surrounded by some fuck maniacs and all they think about is getting FUCKED and what they have to do to get FUCKED... GROW UP!!! pathetic lunatics there is more to life then sex, alcohol, and drugs. It seems like they just took 8 steps back from maturity and expect others to treat them like adults oh please hopeless cases...

"Think before you say something" aahh the only thing that is stopping me right now from breaking all hell... this rage i thought was only able to be extinguished through one way but i guess that way is out of the question.

Ahhhh!!! the sweet sweet essence i still remember,
you smiled and laughed is what i remember,
i will love you always forever, and ever and ever....

I am a walking, talking joke now aint i? yes i am accept it.... why cant i just say what i think and hold up on the criticism and talk about it oh wait i know the reason hehehehe naah forget it... (dont say it zeeshan... just dont say it Keep it in your heart and take it to the grave for it is hard for people to understand you as it is)

Moral of the Blog: Keep it to your self for no one is interested cause there was life before me and there will be life after me. People dont change only i do.