Its time

Ladies and Gentlemen. Its time that i took over everything in my life again, no more relaxing for that matter it seems like that no one around me wants me to relax so you know what i will take over... even though my mind is fried and my body needs rest i will still go on till i lose it, i guess that i what every one wants, they just love it when i lose my mind... so with public's demand here i go... ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

Easy for you to say

The word "easy for you to say" has been used in many ways: Sarcastically, Lovingly, and Sadly. Its funny that the same word comes out of my mouth in all the three ways. My mind is a wondering well, there are many things inside it and a certain procedure of organization can not be reached by me in such short time. So i decided to rest a little, a process that is fairly new to my system. Well anyways, is it possible for people to understand what i am going through at this point in my life? no? hmm...

Decisions need to be made and these will be coming up shortly. So i am sitting in a meeting with my previous professor and surely she had worked for a big firm and was warning me about a lot of things. She quit from there after 5 years of her work life because it was something she cannot handle. In the mean time all i can think of is i can't wait to start this new life, so much client interaction and so much knowledge that i can acquire. Before i was leaving she warned me again: "Just be careful, you are a nice, bright, young man, dont get too involved or it will eat you alive. Also, try to stay away from alcohol as much as possible before it becomes your best friend."

What a scare i said to myself and moved on. As i am sitting in the car i had a flashback of some of the people i had seen and heard about at a bar. "You see him" says a friend of mine "he is an accountant he has no home very little friends and has had 2 divorces, BUT he is loaded with money" I thought to myself not everyone needs that kind of a schedule to be successful. Therefore, i created a plan a plan that will keep me sane and also a plan that will keep me going.

Just too much thinking that i am doing these days. I need to get things in order.

Quote of the day

"Build a man a fire and it will keep him warm for a day. Set a man on fire and he will be warm for the rest of his life."

Aphadan

In the eyes of others he was the most innocent guy there was out there. The society pushed him and so did the loved ones the thing that really pushed him was the betrayal. He decided to take matters in his own hands and correct what had gone wrong in his life revenge was on his mind and no gang and no minister can stop him. He shot everyone in the head, everyone he hated everyone he got trouble and tension from he had no worries he used the system against itself just because he was betrayed by his loved ones.

The power and anger of one is bigger than the power of 60. One can do more damage than 50 people united.

I know it

People are just so GOD Damn stupid and selffish...

Its funny

It is so funny as i look through some of these pictures that i see eighteen year old kids roaming around with no hearts but just weapons... Its all about showing off with these people i swear. It was never like this, it was not about who has the most weapons... hehehe i just laugh at all these jokers who think they can do anything with those things... sissys i swear. Ours was an experience but everyone grows out of it, it seems like they think gangs and having 24 cars in one row is what is going to get them to be powerful hehehehe... I just cant stop laughing at this point in time.... lol!!!!
*sigh* i always thought the teenagers in karachi are going to get smarter and tougher but man.... i was wrong... lol i can identify half of the people in the pics to be someone's younger brother or cousins... they were little babies as far as i remember hehehehe...

Good times Good times......

Too much

Oh man.... Too much going on in my mind too much that i am thinking these days... too much that i need to vent out but... its just not possible at this point in my life....