Easy for you to say

The word "easy for you to say" has been used in many ways: Sarcastically, Lovingly, and Sadly. Its funny that the same word comes out of my mouth in all the three ways. My mind is a wondering well, there are many things inside it and a certain procedure of organization can not be reached by me in such short time. So i decided to rest a little, a process that is fairly new to my system. Well anyways, is it possible for people to understand what i am going through at this point in my life? no? hmm...

Decisions need to be made and these will be coming up shortly. So i am sitting in a meeting with my previous professor and surely she had worked for a big firm and was warning me about a lot of things. She quit from there after 5 years of her work life because it was something she cannot handle. In the mean time all i can think of is i can't wait to start this new life, so much client interaction and so much knowledge that i can acquire. Before i was leaving she warned me again: "Just be careful, you are a nice, bright, young man, dont get too involved or it will eat you alive. Also, try to stay away from alcohol as much as possible before it becomes your best friend."

What a scare i said to myself and moved on. As i am sitting in the car i had a flashback of some of the people i had seen and heard about at a bar. "You see him" says a friend of mine "he is an accountant he has no home very little friends and has had 2 divorces, BUT he is loaded with money" I thought to myself not everyone needs that kind of a schedule to be successful. Therefore, i created a plan a plan that will keep me sane and also a plan that will keep me going.

Just too much thinking that i am doing these days. I need to get things in order.