As a personality

I write myself this letter as an awareness of who i really am. Everyone has the right to their own opinion but it is an individual himself who is supposed to be happy with himself. And so i say i am. I just dont know where to begin, but i need to tell you so much, so much you already know about me, so much that i would still like to say because many just dont know how to talk to me when i am emotionally hyped up or what to say for that matter. You know what forget it, i choose not to say anything, why should i bring out for there is no audience....

In other news

Well well well... I have finally figured out which car i want i mean it is going to be tremendous it will be the best there is... there are only limited editions to this car and hence would have to search the entire United States hoping one of them meets my criteria of low miles hehehehehe.... I feel so revived...

What the fuck!!!!

So i get up in the morning with a fever and a sore throat, whatever. But the thing that really pisses me off is my workplace these days. I mean come the fuck on. I have my sympathies with one of my co-worker's daughter who was recently admitted into the hospital but you know what you do not come back and bite everyone else in the ass. I mean now that bitch wants to work evenings instead of mornings, i mean take the week off but do not fucking screw up anyone else's schedule because people have lives and if you cant handle your schedule ask as a courtesy rather than enforcing it on its own i mean that is just a fucking piss off... Once again humans are stupid and ignorant of how to carry themselves in the world of selffishness. GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!

What can i say its life

My head is hurting so bad right now. Just came back from a trip hoping i will be relaxed for the next two months, but as soon as i walk into my real life i start getting headaches again. Deadlines that have to be met, Registrations that need to be taken care of, Decisions that need to be made, Dealing with the stupidity of people. You know innocence is sometimes cute but ignorance is just plain stupidity and in my eyes ignorance is just a sin. Sometimes i wish i can find a way to get out of this area all together, but my heart stops me to do so. But dont think i am weak, if pushed to an extent i will leave, its funny how i am at a stage where i have to decide between small things like these, now what factors should i take into account? i am stumped i am literally stumped. What facotrs can one take in making the right decision, there are so many options, i am not afraid of taking either one of them but the consequences follow each one of these decisions... hehehehe funny state to be in.

Well we will see how this episode of my life will end... soon!!! the decision has to be made quicker than i expected.... Good luck to me Good luck

Traitor

In this world there are people who lie because they have to and then there are people who lie to show how manipulative they can be. These are the people who want the best of the two worlds or best of the two lifes. They dont care about anyone else but themselves, these are the people you will find everywhere in the world, they hold several faces each for everyone around them. Liars fucking liars if it were up to me i would settle scores right now, but i believe in giving people chances and seeing if they come forward with a confession... hehehehe yeah yeah i know which world do i live in right?

Discrimination?

I am an upset employee. Upset with the policies that i have to deal with. Students have lives you know, they have responsibilities and it just so happens that the students in the Spanish GED classrooms have children, most of them being women bring them to class. Yeah children are distractions and hence should not be asked to come to class with the parent. However, the reasoning we get from our bosses is that "well if you wanted to be a parent then you shouldnt be a student" What the fuck is that???? I agree with the distraction part but this is my boss's mentality i have something for you: "If you werent so stuck up i am sure your kids would love you rather than just use you."

On another note, Othello is a complete exploitation of women. I mean othello is sitting there telling her wife that i will kill you but instead she does nothing "SHE AGREES TO IT" i mean slap him across the face for being so stupid that just because of one handkerchief Othello is willing to let go of the love. This was the discussion we were having in class. Instead the thoughts going in my head at that time were "I think i should go check my e-mail maybe the professor e-mailed me the paper, ooh i wonder if i will be able to pass the CPA test, You know i shouldnt have parked too far from the college they charge too much, hmm how do i approach the professor to tell him that i graded 180 papers and i havent sorted them according to class..."

And coming back to the children not allowed in college. As a community service i think we should have made a room where children can read and write while their parents could study for their classes apart from making the computer lab where freaks come in and check out porn. Priorities this new manager just doesnt know where to draw the line... STUPID ASS!!!!

Stupid ass Professors

Oh my GOD i feel like going up to the instructor and slapping him across the face. Yesterday he had an attitude of he doesnt give a fuck about the final paper or anything else and today he is like oh yeah ill make a whole new test for you and ill send it in the evening... it is fucking 7 in the evening and i dont see any paper in my e-mail that mother fucker thinks he is a CPA and CMA and is the brightest of all individuals i swear to GOD i hate people who dont have the respect for other people's time or schedule i mean i feel like smacking him across the face for being so educated and doing stupid ass things like these....

On another note one of my Colleagues, C_ _ _ B_ _ _ _, needs to be kicked on her face and told how to act and should have manners for GOD sakes.

Maybe i am a bit too picky right now and irritated because i havent slept the whole night last night instead i was looking out my window thinking how much pressure i am under. Well the muscle relaxant really helps i tell you... and i am trying very hard not to yell on anyone's face. Oh well, and today i just want to get things done and the stupid ass mother fucking professor who doesnt teach SHIT in class is wasting my TIME Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!