05/15/06 - 8:17 PM

The time just passes by... There is so much going on in my head right now that it is hard to keep track of everything.... i am deciding between working my ass off for something that i really want or just relaxing and waiting for it to come to me. Given my personality i think i will end up doing the former and untill i havent spent every night working hard i will not sit still.... Therefore, it is set work hard force your way into the lifestyle you see yourself living and that is what i will do.... But lets keep it a secret shall we for others will not understand....