The brother i never had

The confusion in my mind is should i be angry, happy, or scared. These are the emotions i am thinking about these days. My friend/brother is leaving shortly, i would talk to him for hours thinking he is my own brother. He would scold me and i could be stubborn in front of him.

Me: "No i dont wanna go see this movie"
Him: "Why do you always create problems?"
Me: "Cause i dont wanna see it, we are going to see the other movie and thats final."
Him: "Grrrr... FINE"
Me: "hehehehe"

I am going to miss him a lot. He is getting married in June and i have to go to visit my home town so i guess it works out but can you imagine the changes that are going to come about... I mean i wont be able to make fun of anyone or talk to anyone about how life is... and worst i wouldn't know what is going on in his life. Yeah, internet is the best thing that has ever happened to us but there is a difference between knowing that you have your brother at a 20 min drive and that you can wake him up at 5 in the morning so you guys can chill... that is our friendship... he is protective of me and sometimes i like it and other times it is annoying as hell....

I have other friends but they are all different, i mean its not the same.... i guess there is nothing i can do but hope for the best and in the end just wish him good luck and be happy for him...