Caution: Hot!!

I am warning you i am getting edgy again... i warn you people only because i care and it has a lot to do with you guys so dont tempt me or how is it said "thou shalt not be tempted" whatever!!!! have you seen my friend by the way her name is patience. we laugh together we cry together but i have always resorted to my friend for help i just cant find her... Why? i dont know i swear i left her right here and now when i come back i cant find her...

i dont care about the world or what they have to say about me because there is one thing i have realized and thats no one is there for you... you get screwed over by everyone and anyone you know they are all in for it to benefit... it seems like your parents love you but all they want to do is TEACH you how to live your life so that they benefit from "oh my son is exactly like us" WTF!!! hands off this is my life no one tells me what to do... you are allowed to "Suggest" but do not tell me what to do cause i will rip you off from my life if you dono matter how attached i had been to you...

Life is taken seriously by me... i have realized that it was not me who changed it were the people who took me for granted and never listened changed my thinking i didnot chose this side... i didnt!!! you made me chose i am crying in my heart right now i know it i feel the pain the hurt everyday... i am hurt a wounded fox you can say and i need your company... i crave it i know itll be fine then my eyes have longed so much and my mind is sick of "handling games" and i cant FUCKING TAKE CORA OPENING HER FUCKING MOUTH AND TALK JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to see you so bad i know ill be fine then i know it i saw your pics and i felt a bit calm in my heart i need to see you i just do!!! "Please forgive me if i need you like i do, babe believe me.... " you dont know the effects you have on me i love you sweetie...i really really do!!!!