Tremendous amount...

So what am i supposed to do... things just happen, must i be there for everything, must i be in the line for every little thing, must i be left out like this in everything, must the naive side of my soul take over everytime i am trying to help someone or be me... the questions, the problems, the issues cant they just go away... for right now let me just concentrate on future... present past is gone, future is where it is at... the skills required are limited but the work must be done it must be done, just stability is the answer but who is stable everyone changes the situations change around them and me great...
A great stepping stone people create not realizing what they are doing.... the black hearts the useless lives of theirs the desires they crave the hearts they break the sadness they ignore and the stupidity they create in their lives.... not caring about the others... the others an interesting conceptin their mind a competition, a way of life they need to get used to. Call themselves smart, ability shows that not words... no IQ in the world will help you in the real life your abilities and your true test would be on the spot and due to experience. to you i say.... Grow up...